I wish I had that button because then when I get totally stressed I can press that button and it’ll calm me, I use to love pressing that button and our old teacher had one that she’d let us use all the time to relieve stress. I’ll have to admit training for my job is really boring, I get tired and I feel sick there but I just feel like I have to be there because I want to start doing my own shit. I don’t want to depend on my parents all the time because I know, at some point of my life I’ll have to stop.. So I rather drop the feeling of dependency early. I’d have money to do my own stuff and I wouldn’t need to ask if I could get this, because it’s bought with my own sweat. My job is not labor work, nor do I have to have intelligence at a doctors’ level, but it’s boring. I answer phone calls all day in three different languages, the calls are usually about the same thing and I’m on my phone if not, then iPod all day. It’s basically being home w/ a little extra in advance. I’m still in training but when it comes to actually working, I’m gonna work my butt off so I can start saving my own $$. Oh, and that’s where I spent my whole day.

I wish I had that button because then when I get totally stressed I can press that button and it’ll calm me, I use to love pressing that button and our old teacher had one that she’d let us use all the time to relieve stress. I’ll have to admit training for my job is really boring, I get tired and I feel sick there but I just feel like I have to be there because I want to start doing my own shit. I don’t want to depend on my parents all the time because I know, at some point of my life I’ll have to stop.. So I rather drop the feeling of dependency early. I’d have money to do my own stuff and I wouldn’t need to ask if I could get this, because it’s bought with my own sweat. My job is not labor work, nor do I have to have intelligence at a doctors’ level, but it’s boring. I answer phone calls all day in three different languages, the calls are usually about the same thing and I’m on my phone if not, then iPod all day. It’s basically being home w/ a little extra in advance. I’m still in training but when it comes to actually working, I’m gonna work my butt off so I can start saving my own $$. Oh, and that’s where I spent my whole day.

@1 year ago